Tuhjse Naaraaz Nahin Zindaggiii...Tere Massoom Sawaalon Pe Hairaan Hoon???

I had never imagined I would be standing at these crossroads of life ever...
On one hand I am so confused and on the other I have never been this optimistic...
On one hand all my questions have been answered. On the other a whole new set of quandaries await me.
On one hand I am happy I am safe. On the other hand I feel like jumping off a cliff...
On one hand I feel that all this should have never happened. On the other I feel that what would have life been without all this?
On one hand I have grown big...But at the cost of the child like innocence I once had...
I have come to understand situations and people a lot better but on the other hand I think I can read too much...

I feel at times to turn back time and write a new story...On the other hand I feel that my life already is already the best story...

I feel blessed..I guess I truly am ...But I just question I hope this is not my loss!
I feel happy...I feel sad...I feel like crying...I feel like laughing till it aches...
I wanna care but I am scared to be hurt...
I was hurt but I continue to care...

I am unable to guess what is on?
What is coming along?

Only these questions come and haunt me? What is it gonna be?
Couldn't life be simpler than this? Fewer questions and all the answers...
Why do things happen the way they do...
Why is the question that confronts me...
I am waiting for my enlightenment...
Have grown up remarkably recently...
Will tell u when I find all my answers...
Take Care and Keep Rocking Till Then...
Keep Living and Keep Laughing...